she was deprived
of beautiful things she once desired
it made her look everywhere
but alas it got her nowhere
she transformed through all the searching
from herself she is detaching
what once an innocent lady
had turned by life as crazy
she’s done things she regret
that she wishes to forget
she lost almost everything
and was begging just to get something
she still is in a dark place
but managed to get by through the days
now all she want is healing
and maybe a bit of believing
she’ll get back up one day
but for now she smacks her head and scream “demons, not today”









